1. Starting Weight: 150lbs (Feb 2013)
2. 144lbs (March 2013)
3. 137lbs (Apr 2013) 
4. 134lbs (May, 2013) 
5. 132lbs (June, 2013)
6. 130lbs (August, 2013)

And i haven't updated my September one because i gained another 2 pounds. (i'm only 5'6" fyi)
And two weeks ago, i felt hopeless and wanted to be a gym member. cause i cant work out at home. cause i always feel lazy if i do it at home. but when i asked my mom and dad about the membership, they got mad. they told me that the gym near my house was full of gigolo and housewives that like to gossip and do any other "stuff". if you know what i mean..

So I didn't say anything about this membership to my parents anymore. I asked my friends about another gym near my place and they told me theres another one but the price is quiet expensive. I searched more and more but found nothing else. No where else. I grew frustrated and last week, last sunday i confronted my parents about it again. and they got mad and started to yell at me about every problem that i caused and that i wanted to make more problems while i already had too much to handle.

After our fight, i got really really angry. I shut the door to my room and locked it from 11am to 9pm. I didn't get out of my room. I only got out to have dinner and pee. I only got out to take my dinner and bring it to my room again. My dad kept telling me to not lock the door but i was too angry so i kept locking it.

The next day, which is Monday. I woke up, got out of bed, got into the shower, got out of the shower, took my bag from my room, and went to school. I didn't meet anyone. I didn't meet any of my family until I got home.

After school, I thanked God I had a meeting with the student club so I didn't have to go home right away. I stayed at school until like 5.30pm (school ends at 3.30) and my mom texted me: where r u (yeah my mom is cool)

And I didn't reply her until the meeting ended. I went home at 5.50 and replied my mom. When I got home, Mom didnt say anything about our fight the day before. So i decided to be mature and didnt say anything rather than whining about why she didnt allow me to be a member at the gym.

I didnt say anything about the gym last week UNTIL yesterday my mom kindly offered me this:
   "Sabrina do you want to be a member at the gym with me?  We can join the ***** gym and go there together. I'll wait for you everytime you go there"

And do you know what I told her? FUCK YES MOM.
And just like that, the problem was solved. I didn't know what hit her but i'm lovin it~

• My best friend.

So firstly i want to make something clear: In my